good morning blog. i arrive in new jersey yesterday afternoon for my Easter break and so far, so SO good :) i'd also like to give a shot out to my buddy Spring because he finally got the weather right (yes, i made Spring a man because usually you tell a man to do something and they take forever/never to do it)
anyway, yesterday i had deep convos with my mom and sister, ate a delicious burger at Ruby Tuesday's and talked to an old friend and for once, didn't have the urge to kill him. today has started off on the right foot with the sunshine and an interview for the Weekender in two & 1/2 weeks! the Weekender is a features print publication that runs in NEPA. my hopes is to get a fall internship there and if i get it, i know i'll have a ball. not only has my one friend vouched for it, they use impact as a font. c'mon now, how can it be bad?
yesterday i meant to blog because i had sort of an epiphany about men. i decided i'm not going to invest time into sunrise boy and go my own way. if we're friends, we're friends because slowly but surely i'm realizing what i do and do not deserve. paramore has a line in one of their songs, "why do we like to hurt so much?" it's true: WHY? why do i get caught up in a boy who didn't hide that he had feelings for his chipmunk co-worker (sorry the epiphany is about him; not the chick!)? do i deserve to get my texts ignored and then be confused when i'm waved to the next day? do i deserve to feel rejected by someone who i can possibly do better than? no, i don't. i DESERVE someone who will invest the same amount of time i invest into them. i DESERVE someone who will use his hands for texting and waving. i DESERVE a decent guy who is willing to take a chance on me. he's out there somewhere and although i don't need a man to be happy, it would be nice to have someone other than gf's. as for the boy i wish was my bf, yeah well, these things just don't happen overnight!
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