last night i was writing a paper and i was using a scenario about a little kid going to disney world for the first time. i was saying how that first time is so magical and then i started thinking, when was the last time i experienced anything like that?
it's been a long time since i've felt like those little kids and that's sad. lately i feel like my life has become so mundane with the same routine and the same aggravations that i'm in need of something magical. i want that feeling when you experience something new and something that you love with your whole heart. i want love in my life, a real, genuine love and i want to feel like my life has meaning. i keep waiting for something to happen, something significant to take place that will turn my life upside down in the best of ways. i want to feel like i'm actually living and not just getting by. i don't want to have to look for it either because then it won't be authentic; i want it to take me by surprise and i want it to find me when i least expect it (sometime preferably soon).
i don't think that's a lot to ask. i've been patiently waiting and i think i'm due for a little magic.
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