Today's weather was ominous of my mood although I don't feel as terrible as I was yesterday. There haven't been any tears and that's always good. Despite the weather, I was able to drive my boat of a car through the monsoon and meet my girlfriend for lunch. We dined at Nifty Fifty's and caught up over cheese fries & milkshakes :] Some girl time was all I needed - we got to talking about the newspaper and all sorts of things, it was nice. She actually shed some light on my situation and helped me realize I'm not one of those sexaholics on Lifetime that need to look for penance. I just need to really think before I act, especially now that I know this type of feeling exists. It's not fun.
But after Philly, I came home for class, which I ALMOST didn't go to, and I could barely keep my eyes open. Now, I'm here drinking Diet Pepsi and watching Heartbreakers with my mother. I would be talking to a potential "match" right now if he didn't diss my family and blame it on the fact he's tired and a loner. What is it going to take for me to meet a nice, young man? Well, for starters, I'll have to greet them with a hello and not an invitation for a good ol' romp. Aside from that, I'm not sure.
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